I tried really hard to force myself to sleep, but it just didn't work. I'm really exhausted from the long lessons and aimless walking around town, it didn't help me to get to sleep easier either.

I don't know why out of a sudden, I remembered and felt everything.

For the past 2weeks, I couldn't feel anything at all after that insane night, I couldn't even feel the pain. Not at all. I thought I'm going to be fine after the first week because even only a week after the incident, I've totally forgotten everything about you. It wasn't painful, neither was it hard at all. It was as easy as breathing, it's that simple.

I can't even remember that my heart broke and stopped beating for a second. Just when I was lying down on the bed trying to sleep, there was a flashback of everything that happened that night. I remebered how my heart broke, why did I cry and how did I dragged myself around, not forgeting the sudden heartache which made me breathless. I can go on and on, but I don't wish to, just let it stop here will do.

Though it came to an end, but it's definitely not the end of my life, I can still laugh and smile. It was just the pain that reminds me that it was real.