2009 is coming to an end and today is the day I dread the most. I don't know if I should be relieved that 2009 is finally going to be over, or sad. But whatever it is, time doesn't stop there, life goes on as usual too. Am not gonna make any new year's resolutions because I don't fulfil them anyway.

Happy New Year in advance! AND REMEMBER PEOPLE, 5 MORE DAYS TO LAO NIANG'S BIRTHDAY! I'll be celebrating on the 8th @ Powerhouse though. (:

When you thought you had it all, that's when you lost it.

I should have understood better than anyone else. I should have know. I really should have.

Times when you're back, I do secretly keep smiling inside my heart and can't help but to feel nervous like a little girl, yet I don't quite like it. It just shows how weak I actually am, a side which I'll never show to others and probably not many know.

The days when you're here, I'm all stuck to you, spending every single day with you like there's no tomorrow, seeing you everyday just makes me happy. And, when I don't get to see you for a day, I felt as if I was going to suffocate and die. Yes, I'm weak like this.

Just so you know, I only have one heart, and I'm kinda done with bottling up everything inside. I wish I could stop keeping these inside me and let it all out, but will you even listen? I know I sound like an absolute loser, but this is just what I am when it comes to you.

All these, I thought I'd just like to be truthful.

A thing called life... isn't very long, it ends too fast for you to hesitate.